new yoRK =

it, s me , in bobZ class .

( ahahaha )

i can, t wait to go to new york .

we, re leaving tomorrow at 4pm .

for new yorkkk .

un pAnTiN aux yEuX de cArTo n ,,

un pAnTin aux yEuX de cArTo n ,,

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de la tête aux pieds ,
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je t, ai décousu pour te construire cette prison . . .
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de la tête aux pieds ,
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à l, aide d, une ficelle et d, un

coeur empoisonné . . .
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« mais pardonnez=moi , madame . . . »

m, a-t-il dit , en sanglots . . .
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« pardonnez=moi , mais j, ai fait fondre

le carton de mes yeux . . . »
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i always go further than i should with words .

c, est probablement dans ma nature de dramatiser , de pousser

le théâtre à son extrême . . .

m, étant inspirée des peurs incontrôlables de l, enfance

et de la dépression d, une de mes amies ,

j, ai créé un monde un monde triste , mais totalement fictif . . .

i then killed the real monsters living in the depth of my mind ,

and went back to bed . . .

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fi$eL. e le oAsTeKi ssz«

dfkh239fhad .

D d d d d ddd .. . . .

mesdames et messieurs ,

laissez-moi vous présenter . . .

David et Dimitrios .

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when someone tries to drink your aquarium ,

pour him/her a glass of wine .

when this same someone continues drinking your aquarium ,

give him/her the whole bottle of wine .

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ahahahah .

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fi/elle le pAsTeKi z Te .

khafd924h Xox .

( the Refined Ghost )

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it was fucken cold and i couldn, t feel my fingers anymore .

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the umbrella was broken , the bracket as well . . .

so i had to attach the flash with my (hair) elastic .

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it was fucken dark and i couldn, t see anything .

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after 30 minutes , the fucken flash, s batteries died .

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mon modèle portait une longue robe de mariée

qu, elle devait tenir dans ses mains pour ne pas la salir .

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j, ai commencé à pogner les nerfs .

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2 de mes amis n, arrêtaient pas de parler à côté de moi ,

m, empêchant de me concentrer .

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j, ai commencé à sérieusement pêter les plombs .

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my model was wearing fancy shoes , no boots ,

so she started complaining that she couldn, t feel her feet anymore . . .

( and i really don, t blame her cuz i couldn, t feel mine anymore )

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en tabarnak , j, ai donné un coup de trigger sur le flash

qui m, est parti dans les yeux . . .

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we found out that if we would hit the fucken flash

with the fucken trigger , the flash would go on . . .

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we had the brilliant idea to hit the flash

everytime i would take a fucken picture , which worked every . . .

1/8 times .

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a fucken train arrived , which usually never arrives during the night .

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my model jumped as fast as she could and broke my favorite heels .

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but at least , nobody died . . .

and i don, t give a shit about my heels ,

but they were still my favorites . . .

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the «cops» arrived and told us to get the fuck out .

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i got the worst picture ever on the nicest spot ever .

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i got kind of drunk with spb and played at Mortal Kombat .

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thanks to felix, s mom who drove us there ,

to spb

(my new favorite assistant for pictures on location)

who hit the fucken flash with the trigger ,

to ashley who almost lost her feet and endured me during that shoot

AND

to the cheap wine i drank after . . .

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p.s. man , i, ll fail the assignment for sure .

fuck .

Bord (elle)

it all started with this picture . . .

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then i got bored . . .

in the middle of the rain , the cold , the automn . . .

so i started having weird ideas . . .

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une opération de ciseaux ,

de vieilles prostituées désormais décédées ,

une ficelle , une corde ,

un coeur mort , mais bouillonnant ,

beaucoup de vert ,

un vieux film , un cirque macabre ,

la perversion ,

un brin de poésie funèbre , des photos . . .

et puis , moi . . .

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Bord (elle)

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2- je t, ai tâché de mon sang . . .

3- petite vierge que j, étais . . .

4- ton couteau dans ma gorge . . .

5- sympathique , aurais-je cru . . .

6- mais l, acte d, érotisme qui s, en suivit me dégoûtat . . .

7- car ton épée ne m, appartenait pas . . .
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fi$eL. e le oAsTeKi ss ,

les Souliers du Paon .

Gi$eL. e Big Couture is back .
i don, t know why people pay so much for designers, stuff

when they could only buy themselves a bit of creativity . . .

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je vous présente donc . . .
les Souliers du Paon .
( made by gi$eL. e le pAsTeLi s. )
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and yes , i have tattoos on both feet .
ouuuuuuu lala . . .

irving penn .

irving penn est mort le 8 octobre 2009 .

rest in peace , mate .

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l, élégante photographie vient de mourir .

class , black is the new black , feminity et

les graphiques hautement gracieux . . .

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aurevoir mate . . .

and rest in peace . . .

gLaCe / gLass .

le tabac crée une très forte dépendance .
les martinis extra olives aussi .
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( food photography )
( for school )
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les responsabilités me tuent en ce moment .
je me sens en prison .
i feel the urge to run away , and disappear . . .

l, antimatière (antiphotographie) >>

je lisais un magazine sur l, astronomie et la cosmologie . . .

la matière , l, antimatière , la formation et l, expansion de l, univers . . .

les supernovas , le décalage spectral , les neutrinos stériles . . .

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intéressant , mais un vrai marathon pour mon cerveau . . .

fascinant , mais effrayant tout à la fois . . .

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l, antimatière . . .

j, adore le mot . . .

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j, ai peut-être mis le doigt sur l, antiphotographie cet après-midi . . .

ahahaha .

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p.s. saviez-vous que le neutrino stérile expliquerait la matière noire

et l, asymétrie matière-antimatière . . . . . . . ?

Montréal .

Montreal is a burial for poor artists .
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Montreal is a prison .

Montreal makes me sick .

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Montreal offers a lot of free artistic and cultural activities . . .

for rich fuckers . . .

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cuz poor people work during the week , on weekends , all the time . . .

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Montreal is a city where wannabes steal little parts of you ,

and make them their trophies . . .

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in Montreal lives a poor poet who studies commercial photography . . .

she, s really good at it .

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but she, d like to write . . .

write poems and photographs . . .

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but she wants to eat .

one day , she, d like to be able to afford 3 meals a day . . .

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Montreal is a prison .

and a thief .

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only rich people have the time to go to free art exhibitions . . .

and pretend to be ,

and pretend to understand . . .

( but at least , they appreciate ! )

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Montreal is a lie .

full of wannabes , hipsters and «cool» people . . .

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of wannabe rich , but poor . . .

of wannabe poor , but rich . . .

of stupids who think that andy warhol invented the Pop Art

and that they invented leggings and cocaine . . .

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Montreal is a piece of shit ,

but i probably like shit more than i thought ,

cuz i, m still here . . .

in montreal . . .

eating pastas for bfast and diet coke for dinner . . .

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AHAHA . . .

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p.s. probably the first and last time i associate myself

with the montreal, s artists . . .